this is wht happened

okay. few hours back, i was so not in a happy mood. all of a sudden!i somehow, felt sad?should i say sad?no,no,it's not being sad,i dont knw wht is tht feeling but it's just not a nice feeling.. i was feeling tht all the happiness tht im enjoying right now is slowly taken away from me. honestly, this is a situation where my brain told my heart tht sickening thing. and my heart was going down,down,down. i started to think about few things and also few ppl.well,obviously it's the ppl tht brightened my life.

1)holiday is almost over. the results are out,but i dont check mine yet coz i kinda knw wht's going on. one word. -b.a.d.- im gonna crazily miss my simplest hols routine.doing nothing from the moment i wake up till i go back to bed.

2)nuraini assan is no longer my jiran.she's moving to KL,and not coming back for quite a long time.im sure gonna miss her!-b.a.d.l.y.- plus after all we did.

3)antonia vera charles william is most probably leaving kuching too. this girl is spending her whole life in kuching, well at least when i started knwing her, and now,she's leaving. i can sense perbezaan already.mesti lain rasa mun ant xda kt kch klk. *sigh*. im gonna miss her "stress-for-no-reason" behaviour.especially when we're planning smthing.

4)nur liyana mohd and fazida sulaiman. they hv to go back when their hols are up. yana is going back on the 20th june. sucks! zieda pun knfem nak blt juak.

5)left just me and ownet in kuching. still,we're nt gonna be in the same room.adoohhh!!!

6)something really nice was happening to me like last few days for everyday and dush,now, no more.dammit!wonder if tht thing will ever come back?another *sigh*.

7)FIFA world cup. david beckham is not playing.im so not in the football mood now. football is no longer a football when my superstar is not in action. another *sigh**sigh* (making it double).

hypothesis: semakin my cuti wanna end,semakin my happiness kenak tarik.

next semester is gonna be a tough one for me..omg!the toughness tht im talking about doesnt include the hardness of things i gotta study.addoooyyaaiii...

okay,now the happy part..
while i was emosi, something tht i've never thought of cheer me up. n i terus lupa semua masalah.

u know u love me

i knw u care

shout whenever,and i'll be there

you r my love,you r my heart

and we will never ever ever be apart

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Thnks J!so much...