D.A.M.N.

i knw tht's not a good word to start writing. but trust me,tht's the best word to be used.

huhhuuu. it finally ends, but sadly nt in a good way.

today,obviously is nt a good day for me.*sigh*.i overslept this morning,i dont knw wht to study for my test,i had a terrible lunch(i mean the food is nt nice at all) and i totally screwed up my final paper.even worst,i might FAIL the test.and repeat the ****ing paper.(i seriously wanna type tht 'F' word,bt i dont think it's nice).haiyoooo!!! i am so GERAM!!!! moreover, if i am truly repeating this 'F' paper, i then have to take 10 subjects next yr instead of 9 subjects,which is obviously "menambah beban yg sedia ada" . My "what a bad day" routines have nt stop yet. after bath, i tried to check my facebook account,and i perfectly failed to do so. i seriously dont knw y,coz i think the line is good or may be ok. so,im like taking it as a some sort of thing to continue my "what a bad day" routines.

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FindLongest for while x++ return.....and so on. these are the symbols and word of the day.WhtEver!!!

i dont feel good nw.i dont feel right.i feel like i wanna scream as loud as the whole world can hear me,but it's impossible,so, NO! i feel like to cry but i dont like crying so it's a NO. i feel like i wanna be mad or shout at someone,which is BAD.so a real big NO.NO.NO. all NO for me.

i am planning to continue watching gossip girl,but at the same time i really really really wanna sleep. I NEED A REST.and sleeping is the best rest.well,it is at least for me. but then,i dont think i can sleep by now. It's early. still 8.30pm.

things im going to do right after this:

1)switch bed. (doing something about moving bed here and there.)

2)watch gossip girl

3)sleep early

things im gonna do tomorrow morning:

1)wake up early (hope so!)

2)take bath

3)pack my things (yay!im ready for home; "home-coming,im coming!!!!)

4)get ready by 9.30 am coz my friend is going to pick me up

5)to the airport,sending someone back to home

#tht's my plan. see if it will work out!i really really really hope tht my "what a bad day" routine ends now.i cant take anymore of it! please,please,please,life!!! be nice on me.#

i am missing the outside world.

cant wait to get myself out of here. staying in here for like for almost 3 weeks.HUH!no word to describe.one more paper to go,then im free.cant wait for friday to come. bt i'll never deny hw i hate tht computer subject.torturing coz of it's boredom.killing me!!! wonder y cant i be a lil positive about it??? so far....

good things:
1)i've been spending my time watching gossip girl and tht kinda like cheering me up coz Dan is just so sweet.
2)im independent!!!yay! not coming home for almost 3 weeks.tht's almost a month!congrats me.
3)i almost finish my 3rd semester and gotta 3 more semesters to go before i hold a diploma.
4)one more paper left.
5)the quality of food here makin bgs la..not as bad as last time.plus,more choices.
6)knowing tht my cousins are coming to kch.i cant wait for them to come.alhamdulillah mummy com and uncle amran are going to do their HAJI.wishing them the best.

bad things:
1)my screwed up in all tests!including english and also the easiest subject on earth(i can say),ctu!it's better known as Pendidikan Islam.just imagine hw bad i felt.
2)unexpected questions for solid mechanics.(i mean the level of hardness or toughness)crazy!question so hard,man!!!
3)i'm missing the outside world so badly.
4)yeah,i mentioned earlier,i gt one more paper to go.bt it's CSC125.FUNDAMENTAL OF COMPUTER PROBLEM SOLVING..no nice!
5)MU kalah lagik.

when im out:
1) i wanna go buy MU jersey.dreaming of it last few days.the best part is i bought it for only RM40++.(in tht dream)Hope tht it will happen in real life.
2)i wanna go eat sardin dlm tin.ya pun susah juak nak carik ctok.
3)i wanna go for a facial appointment.pampering myself after a long torture.
4)i wanna sleep on my own bed.Awww.hw i miss my bed.*sigh*
5)i wanna spend my time with my sweetest addiction, TEE-VEE and food too.

but whatever it is,it is my DECISION to stay here for this long.shud nt regret it so much right?wish the best for me. xoxo

my first field trip

when i meet food...

after lunch


after lunch part2

before 'departure' to bau

camwhore moment of me and nana

my first field trip. nothing much to say,it's just so ordinary where we are given goody bags ,(we choose to have red one) something about landslides,eat breakfast and lunch for free tht day.not free actually because we're paying rm50 for the whole thing.and yeah take pictures of course.

the second part of the course,we are going to bau.to witness the places where they have high risk of landslides. extremely hot!!wht else??i guess tht's it!seriously,nothing much to say.it's nice coz we dont have to attend any class on tht day.so,i take it as a holiday.

a day out with liyana and antonia

last 2 weeks, i went out with yana and ant to shop.the actual plan was like this. i am going out with nono,nana and yana.but things turn out differently.yana pick me up @ my house with nobody in the car.and she told me tht cdak lain x jd pegi. one good news.now,yana is able to drive to my house without anyone showing her the way.YAHOO!congrats,girl! so,we terus call antonia.this is hw it goes.

me: hi, ant!pa polah?
ant: tgh masak.phl?
me: xda,mek org nk mbak u kluar.
ant: bila?
me: nek tok.hah?
ant: nek tok?ai!i gik masak.
me: xpa,masak jak.klk mek org drive slow2.
ant: okay.


so,then we're off to her house then to the spring.first thing first.carik parking.my god!it's really nt our luck tht day.we really spend so much time just to carik parking. however,we're lucky enough after tht.masuk the spring,nang cuci mata abis.why?...figure it out!

so then,after mkn we went shopping!!!adalah juak beli ckit2.but before tht,on the same day,there is also elle's fashion show.the runway!absolutely nice..it makes me and ant go a lil bit crazy and had our day dream for a while.prasan kedirik kejap bh. we were there early,too early.tht time nobody's on the runway and nobody's even bother of watching the show.coz tht time no show. so we left.not leaving the spring bt just leaving the place where we stand. continue shopping.!


we did take pictures.

dont ask me why ant is making such face.coz i dont have the answer.she's tired walking this time,if im nt mistaken.pic by yana.as for me, y am i standing in tht very awkward position? *no idea*.can u see tht lil pink stuff at the very corner there?tht's my shirt.i've shud put it away,right?

yana ant me

the funny things are:

1)baju ant blakang ya still bergantung.

2)even worse,the price tag is still on my shirt.

should be more careful next time!be more alert!remember, girls!

all in all,i had a great weekend with my girlfriends!-xoxo-

nana ngerepak something on my blog

"I am Nana.....Nisa says she wants to write something on CSC..CSC is a progarmming subject we study.. why ??? I also don't knw...maka we want to be engineer..but we study programming..got 4 kredit hours gk yaa.....why??????? Dah lah so the susah...aiehhhh....the people who teach us also 1 thing..always want to manas manas....everyday periodkah....

ok...now nisa's turn...i pande2 jak ngerepak on people's blog..plh blog dkpun dn't want...Nisa still want to kepo about other thing...so i sambung lah k...wat to say o??? O about CSC sum more... U knw the people who teach us, she postponed the test to next week..wuthell..nex week i want to relaks...dn't wnt to study anymore..she ( the people who teach us ) always ruin my plan.. My plan to escape public speaking nex wk also not menjadi bcoz we slh baca the notice.. suppose to be ada the class..but after we see the notice ousiode the class we thought..."

so,tht's it ppl.that is the only thing tht nana sempat tulis.so kesian coz she have not finish ngerepak yet coz after tht, suddenly the internet connection was broken.well,we never knw why.actually this was written when we were having our CSC class in the computer lab. as for me i have nothing more to add.so,tata!!!(the one in green written by me the black one is by nana)

selamat berpuasa

it's already the 17th day of ramadhan.but i have nt write anything about fasting yet in my blog..
so far,my fasting goes on well.as always.even in campus,it's not so bad.at home is just heaven! me and my friends or my friends and i (which one is correct?),have set a some sort like a matlamat.our campus has this new mosque,really beautiful and we r planning to go there next 2 weeks for our tarawih prayers. hope things will work out!!

and to everyone,im wishing u selamat berpuasa,happy fasting and may Allah bless your day...

random thoughts

i have to study maths.CORRECTION..better to say,i SUPPOSE to study maths.(isnt these two r the same?).bt i didnt...next week which starts tomorrow,is another tough week for me.i gt maths test and quiz,solid mechanics quiz and CSC test.talking about CSC,the 4th assignment was a complete disaster..as for the solid test,i think i made a careless mistakes.well,typical me..im gonna hilang so much markah for tht.ARGGGHHHH!!!!
btw,get back my soil test already,very bad(as expected).what else??

yeah,cant wait for next week to end.coz the week after that i will be free.well,at least that is what im expecting nw.then it's gonna be raya!!!what??raya??my god!!!raya is coming soon.and i have nt buy anything yet including my baju raya!!!! no big deal...can solve tht thing right away.

im actually really worried of something.that is,i have nt study for my math quiz and test.i did very badly in the 1st test.bt then, i dont know why,i just feel like i dont want to study..i have a plan on this before but it obviously didnt work.not even a single thing.this is how i want it to be.
FRIDAY: after tarawih,compile and print out my ecm assignment.
SATURDAY: study math
SUNDAY: study solid meachanics.

this is hw things happen:
FRIDAY: relax....relax...relax...facebook a bit..
SATURDAY: compile my ecm assignment...tv..tv..going out...tv...internet..
SUNDAY: tv..relax..internet..back to campus!!!!!

but sunday has not end yet.so,i plan to study math after this.."PLAN".hope things work this time.

okay..i better go nw.!!gt to study math.before it's too late.
i admit tht it's already late but my teacher once told me better late than never!!!

*im actually scanning my computer right nw. and this word 'VULNERABILITY' often appears. wht does tht mean??
i know im really s*** @not good at this..nway,nevermind!!!!*

wishing everyone a good day!!!