01.01.11

just like any other holiday..when it ends,all dreamers wake up,all fantasies turn to realities. so this is the time to say "farewell 2010 and hello 2011". 2011. im turning 21 this year.wow!tht's really fast..some ppl may take it as ow my god!im old already..aushhhh,im no longer a teenager...blablabla. but to me age is just a number.it means something but not everything.i feel young,fun,and full of excitement vibe. as for my new year resolution,i do not hv any.which i think is so me.did i actually ever had any new year resolutions before??i guess not,coz i cant remember any..hihihihihihi..obviously,not the "resolutions-kind-of-person". well,now tht 2010 is over, let me say few words about the year of 2010. undeniably,i had my ups and downs of life in this year.i had some trashy moment,failure,been in disasterous situations and even worse,there are actually time where there are too much things tht dont go according to your way tht it makes you feel like "dammit!",ermmm NOPE!in fact,it's a lot worse feeling.way more than just a "dammit".but in the same year,i also feel happy,had some unforgettable memories,laugh like hell,doing stupid stuff,spending time with fellow friends n family by chit-chating.and most importantly, i do feel like "what a wonderful world im living in.just so blessed being me,and wht a great life!salute!!!!!!". tht is life,people!full of dramas,triumph and disaster,happiness,joy and also sadness and failure..we hate to have tears with us,but the choice is not in my hands,not in yours either.. so, wht we have to do is just FACE IT. "fuck off,tears!fuck off,angers!". anyway,im thanking everyone which of course includes YOU for making my year of 2010. thank you,thank you,thank you.


2011. i personally predicted tht the first half of the year will be a great one.i know it will be.and im ready....exciting!even if it's not,i'll make it great.hahahahhaaa.. but the another half of the year i think is going to be hard. yes,im graduating,finally diploma ends.but im furthering for my degree. not in kuching.gonna be in a new city. wht??!!??new city??!!i've been in kuching since forever and now i have to stay in another city for 2 and half years. tht means a new beginning. first impression of new beginning??sucks!i had quite a few times of experiencing the so-called "new beginning".and trust me,none of them are nice. and i believe there is no exception this time. im going to have absolutely hard time adjusting myself to the new environment. i so know tht. a new beginning means tht we are actually starting from the very bottom of whtever it is,and to climb up,is not easy!hard,tough,everything all together. huh!

lastly,happy new year everyone.may Allah bless all my family and friends..Insyaallah,we'll all have a blast this year. bisou,bisou!