so called "LOVE"

When you're not here to share my days and nights

My life is so incomplete

For you are my heart, my soul

The 'oneness' i had known to seek

Without you i merely exist from day to day

With you i know that i will find

All that i've been searching for

My completeness, my eternal peace of mind

You are the keeper of my dreams

The people who hold my heart in his hands

The one that i want to spend my life with

The one with whom i will always stand

Stand beside through thick and thin

Through all that life will throw our way

Knowing that this special love we share

Will guide us, each and every day

This journey was started long ago

Before this time and place

The journey of completeness

As two hearts and souls embrace

Forever is what i want with you

For the search is at an end

Our hearts have found each other

As lovers, as soulmates, as friends

This is specially dedicated to my family members, friends and the people i love. I don't regret the things i have done and the things i did'nt do. For somewhere along the way , i must done something right because i ended up meeting people like you.Thank you so much for being in my life.

something so sudden

hey ppl!!!! this is what happened actually..i tjmpa these few pictures in my laptop. cant really remember when they were taken. but it's kinda like memories of me being in part3. walaupun muka nana jak lebih. by the way,meet my friend NANA.

i copied this as the preparation for test 2.huhu..now it's over.!

calculus is part of my life now.cant get away from it..

my laptop is running out of batery.gtg.

byebye...

D.A.M.N.

i knw tht's not a good word to start writing. but trust me,tht's the best word to be used.

huhhuuu. it finally ends, but sadly nt in a good way.

today,obviously is nt a good day for me.*sigh*.i overslept this morning,i dont knw wht to study for my test,i had a terrible lunch(i mean the food is nt nice at all) and i totally screwed up my final paper.even worst,i might FAIL the test.and repeat the ****ing paper.(i seriously wanna type tht 'F' word,bt i dont think it's nice).haiyoooo!!! i am so GERAM!!!! moreover, if i am truly repeating this 'F' paper, i then have to take 10 subjects next yr instead of 9 subjects,which is obviously "menambah beban yg sedia ada" . My "what a bad day" routines have nt stop yet. after bath, i tried to check my facebook account,and i perfectly failed to do so. i seriously dont knw y,coz i think the line is good or may be ok. so,im like taking it as a some sort of thing to continue my "what a bad day" routines.

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cout<<

;

*#@

float

int char function void endl

FindLongest for while x++ return.....and so on. these are the symbols and word of the day.WhtEver!!!

i dont feel good nw.i dont feel right.i feel like i wanna scream as loud as the whole world can hear me,but it's impossible,so, NO! i feel like to cry but i dont like crying so it's a NO. i feel like i wanna be mad or shout at someone,which is BAD.so a real big NO.NO.NO. all NO for me.

i am planning to continue watching gossip girl,but at the same time i really really really wanna sleep. I NEED A REST.and sleeping is the best rest.well,it is at least for me. but then,i dont think i can sleep by now. It's early. still 8.30pm.

things im going to do right after this:

1)switch bed. (doing something about moving bed here and there.)

2)watch gossip girl

3)sleep early

things im gonna do tomorrow morning:

1)wake up early (hope so!)

2)take bath

3)pack my things (yay!im ready for home; "home-coming,im coming!!!!)

4)get ready by 9.30 am coz my friend is going to pick me up

5)to the airport,sending someone back to home

#tht's my plan. see if it will work out!i really really really hope tht my "what a bad day" routine ends now.i cant take anymore of it! please,please,please,life!!! be nice on me.#

i am missing the outside world.

cant wait to get myself out of here. staying in here for like for almost 3 weeks.HUH!no word to describe.one more paper to go,then im free.cant wait for friday to come. bt i'll never deny hw i hate tht computer subject.torturing coz of it's boredom.killing me!!! wonder y cant i be a lil positive about it??? so far....

good things:
1)i've been spending my time watching gossip girl and tht kinda like cheering me up coz Dan is just so sweet.
2)im independent!!!yay! not coming home for almost 3 weeks.tht's almost a month!congrats me.
3)i almost finish my 3rd semester and gotta 3 more semesters to go before i hold a diploma.
4)one more paper left.
5)the quality of food here makin bgs la..not as bad as last time.plus,more choices.
6)knowing tht my cousins are coming to kch.i cant wait for them to come.alhamdulillah mummy com and uncle amran are going to do their HAJI.wishing them the best.

bad things:
1)my screwed up in all tests!including english and also the easiest subject on earth(i can say),ctu!it's better known as Pendidikan Islam.just imagine hw bad i felt.
2)unexpected questions for solid mechanics.(i mean the level of hardness or toughness)crazy!question so hard,man!!!
3)i'm missing the outside world so badly.
4)yeah,i mentioned earlier,i gt one more paper to go.bt it's CSC125.FUNDAMENTAL OF COMPUTER PROBLEM SOLVING..no nice!
5)MU kalah lagik.

when im out:
1) i wanna go buy MU jersey.dreaming of it last few days.the best part is i bought it for only RM40++.(in tht dream)Hope tht it will happen in real life.
2)i wanna go eat sardin dlm tin.ya pun susah juak nak carik ctok.
3)i wanna go for a facial appointment.pampering myself after a long torture.
4)i wanna sleep on my own bed.Awww.hw i miss my bed.*sigh*
5)i wanna spend my time with my sweetest addiction, TEE-VEE and food too.

but whatever it is,it is my DECISION to stay here for this long.shud nt regret it so much right?wish the best for me. xoxo